SOMETIMES PEOPLE DO WONDERS..

Whenever i am totally lost with myself and my pain,there is always someone or something to help me out,to give me an unexpected support and relief..that someone can be my closest pal,friends,my family..and if no one is around,God has to be there!
It becomes very easy in life when we have problems but we also have someone to share things..but the most difficult time as when we feel lonely,neglecte and start looking for help..we find no one!
Sometimes i ask myself how can i be alone when i have all the good people in my life but then if i observe a little closely,i find everyone is busy..
if i can share it with him,why cant he share it with me..
if i am asking for help,why cant someone give me a response i expect..
if i find him as the only support.why he is unaware of it..
and these qustions stop me to call anyone and i am left all alone..
then i read my diary..all the positive things i wrote,i see all the msgs my friends sent..i start feeling better..though everyone cant be with us all the time..but their memories are always there with us..their words makes us feel loved..
YES SOMETIMES PEOPLE DO WONDERS..a friend is not a word of formality and not everyone can be our friend..but its a special feeling..family and friends..an ultimate support..let them be busy..but trust me they are always there..
come on..God cant leave us alone..there is always a gennie..

train n mah covrd face...!

train n mah covrd face...!

Dis is d 5th dy of mah chickenpox..
N m goin bk 2 home..
its a hott summer dy n m in train..Magadh Express whch m sure is d slowest train evr made on dis planet..
M coverd wd a light cloth bt unfortunately its thick enuf 2 resist ma oxygen..!
Ys m feelin d heat..
every male arnd me s curious 2knw,y my face is coverd..as if m hidin diamonds..
its a 4hr jrny..n as i sed..ds slowest train wud probably tk ma liftime..
Ppl takin rubbish..thos strnge train discussions..bt yeah ds sounds btr dan feel d silence..
A cute child s playin here..n makin an irritatin noise..he s succesful,my momjz lukd at him..!
ds may b d 1st litle child continuously sayin 'pappa' n ignrin his lovin mom..
Ds cloth s irritatin me again..N guess wat..des job less ppl r wonderin wt m typin in my cell phone..!!
N d next station is ghaziabd..only IF no new stations a created by ds EXPRESSO..!
M waitn 2 entr ghaziabad..atlst i wud b able 2 msg mah frnz n complain abt ds SUPER DUPER SWIFT....huh.....

m diseased..

yes, m diseased..
im on bed n ma routine is ceased..
i thot dey r jz d pimples..
but dy wr nt d juz dey bt..yes i had chickenpox..
wen i heard d term,oh mah god..chickenpox..!
i wasnt at home..
no dad no mom..
jz mami n sis..
wt wl b dun..wts dis..
i felt helpless n strted cryin..
n mami mami sed..u r lik our own child..
i cried mre bt flt btr..
strted feelin dt m nt alone evry1 s dre..
N dys pasd on a half bed..
i ws turnd ugly n red..!
my nani brot neem fr me..
i used 2 smell it feel d tree..WAH NEEM!!
Oooh m nt gvn cold watr..in ds hott summer..
m nt alowd 2 feel d breez..on d top above..
N guess wt..cnt evn bath..
ds ws mah three dys path..
my mom is bk n i wana leav 2mrw..bt how wd ds face..it wud tk atlst a wk or mre..oh......